My life, realizations, and other great shit.

I've recently realized that over the course of this semester, I've been slowly distancing myself from a lot of people (pretty much everyone except Kat). I've started to change this though. You should start to see a lot more of me (if you go to ULL) or at least hear from me more often. Sorry about that. I just needed some time to work some shit out for myself. I think I've got most of it worked out, which is good. I've realized a lot of stuff about myself, some of it good, a lot of it bad. I really need to find myself a church that I like and will go to on a semi-regular basis. I need the felowship. While I, as a whole, don't like religon, I need to Christian fellowship that it provides. I'm so far away from where I wish I were, it's not funny. I am still undispudiatly a Christian. However, because a lot of my actions, it can be really hard to see. I wonder how many of my friends from school even know I'm Christian...

I'm pretty much over Sterling now. I've put that section of my life behind me, and will begin to move on. If I don't it'll just criple me and hold me back. I don't believe I can ever be friend with him, but that's okay. I have a nice core of good friends that, while I always hate to lose any friends, as friendship is precious to me, I won't hurt overly much because of this.

I like a guy. However, I will not be doing anything about this. I'm not ready for another relationship right now. Maybe I can try later. Who knows what life will bring. He knows that I like him, and our friendship will not change because of this. I would however like to learn more of him as a friend, because I really don't know a lot about him other than he's nice and a really good friend.

School is doing pretty good. I got a 75 on my Math 210 test and a 92 on my Hist 381 (US Military History) Paper. I took two tests today (Tuesday). I think I did fairly well on both.

As you may or may not have seen, I let Kyle get at my LJ. He redid my profile, my title, and my friend's page title, as well as posting an entry. Everyone should tell him thanks for bringing a little more humor into their lives. Thanks Kyle.

I've realized that I don't really tell people a lot about myself, instead choosing to hide away what's important to me. On this note, if there is anything that you wish to know about me, ask me in a comment and I will do my best to answer you as truthfully as possible.

I am tired, and will be going to bed. Goodnight all. Have a great day tomorrow.

Oh, and I now have pink hair. Just thought I'd tell everyone.