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And once again I sit at my computer, not able to sleep, thinking too damn much. So if figured, why not give my poor neglected journal some attention. I just haven't felt like posting anything recently... Well, I now have not one but two jobs. I work at the Green Olive Lebenese Resturant. Anyone in the Lafayette area should so come and eat there/ see me. The food is great. I work MWF and Sunday from 11-2:30ish. And Saturdays till we hire another person to work. I also now work at The Grand (the movie theatre for those not from Lafayette) as a concessionist. It's been slow there recently, so I've only been working there one or two times week. I normally work Friday or Saturday from 6:00- Close (1:30ish am). I've had a lot of school work recently. I have three papers due this week that I haven't finished yet. I haven't even started on two, but those are the ones due on Thursday, not the one due on Tuesday. That one I have about halfway done. I just haven't been able to bring myself to work on it. I've been sorta depressed today... IDK... hopefully I'll feel better soon. Boys are stupid... Well, that's all I really have to say. I don't really feel like baring my soul at the moment. That would take too much effort/hurt too much... Oh well...

this was really neat

This was really neat. I was reading my Bible (yes, something i haven't do in far too long) because certain things that have happened recently have convicted me. I found this: No I am glad I sent it (Paul, talking about a letter he sent to the Corinthians) not because it hurt you, but because the pain caused you to have remorse and change your ways. II Corinthians 7:9 And then later in verse 10: For God can use sorrow in our libes to help us turn away from sin and seek salvation. We will never regret that kind of sorrow.

So yeah, Once again I got hurt by a guy. But it's more than okay, I'm glad for it. Because it caused me to reevaluate a lot of things, and it got me reading my Bible again. I'm going to get myself right with God. So, if I seem distant anytime soon, that's probably the reason. I'm trying to set myself straight. So if I ever see this guy again, I really need to make sure to thank him. Cause him being an ass may well be the best thing that's happened to me in a long while.

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Another verse I just read that spoke to me: I Corinthians 15:34 Come to your senses and stop sinning.