My life in a nutshell

God.... it's been so fucking long since I wrote in this thing. As y'all may or may not know, I am currently residing in sunny Florida as a slave to Mickey Mouse, working at the Disney MGM studios selling food. I think I may stay down here another three months after I was supposed to go home as I still have not registered for classes at ULL.

So... what's been happening with me. I guess the biggest thing so far is I'm halfway in love with this mexican girl I met here. She drives me fucking crazy though. I swear that girls are so much more complicated than guys. I don't know how people put up with us, really. She sends out such mixed signals its like I'm constantly running around in circles. I know she likes me. She claims however that she is still hung up on her ex-girlfriend. Then she precedes to tell me things like "I'm drunk. You can do whatever you want with me now" and other such things. She'll get drunk and call me at 3 am in the morning wanting to come over, and then she's like, what do you want from me. And I'll say stuff like, whatever you're willing to give me and she's like, I can't be with anyone. And then she hugs all up on me and falls asleep on my lap and wants me to give her massages and all sorts of things. Then she's like do you understand where we stand. And I just want to scream and yell at her that no, I don't fucking understand. She flip flops so damn much.

And then she'll do things like say she'll call and doesn't. Or she'll tell me to call her at a certain time and then isn't home. And then another day she'll be why don't you ever call me. Seriously, was I ever this bad? Cause if I was, I am so fucking sorry.

So, yeah, that's about what's going on in my life right now...